Friends who made ways to check me whether I'm good now or not. great thanks guys. I love your "thoughtfulness".  Well I'm getting good and even feelin' better.  I'm trying my best not to think of those negative ideas, unpleasant memories even came to the point of choosing who I want to be with... I have just realized that life goes on whether you want it or not.  We are left with no choice but to make it the best as possible.  (Yeah, I love the SPIRIT!)

Last week I went out with friends, we went to COWBOY GRILL in BAywalk, not really liking the open area thing though, the place is preferable than going to Laguna for an overnight swimming, or Batangas, Baguio, Antipolo... well honestly those were the choices that time. I got no enough money that time but I'll go for it.  I wonder how it feels being penniless and going to distant places like that.. Yeah the thought is really exciting and I missed travelling so much.

Anyways so we're at COWBOY GRILL, with some foods on our table, a barrel of beer, 2 glasses of ladies drink in front of me, and of course my favorite, the band who sang the song "ALL MY LIFE" which is one of my favorite songs. The band is really good they exactly knows how to reach out to us, they made us laugh real hard and they sing songs fantastically. Now I'm more tempted to go back... Not to forget, got a big crush on their base guitarist.. he is cute and he sings baritone! and that long hair.. sigh.. can't resist the sight of him. There's something in him that gives mystery.